“it’s ok to accept being disabled. you don’t have to force yourself to be something you’re not. it’s ok to have limitations. you don’t have to spend your whole life denying and fighting against yourself.”
and
“if you don’t keep fighting and trying to overcome your disability, you’re weak and not worth anything.”
You: seeing six crows is bad luck and an omen of death
Me, an intellectual: seeing six crows is great luck because you get to see six crows
This may sound really dumb, but I’m scared that either I have the wrong medical mental illness diagnosis or my therapists and psychiatrists haven’t done a very good job at informing me about all of the symptoms of the illnesses I’m diagnosed with.
That, or all of my illnesses are “fake” or just bad coping mechanisms for my stress. I just got back from a vacation out of state where I visited my family and didn’t worry about college at all. I felt happy and while I did oversleep sometimes and couldn’t really focus on writing or art or anything, I didn’t feel suicidal, anxious, or depressed. This is the first day back to my dorm and I’m already having suicidal thoughts again and being hateful and anxious about my self worth.
Anyway, I think I’m going to make myself a vent sideblog or a specific tag for posts like this. I don’t like being a downer on main but I just don’t know what else to do..
Undertale fans who never read homestuck: Oh man, Toby mixed chess and playing card aesthetics in Deltarune, that’s so neat!
Homestuck fans:
Hey do y’all know that playing card and chess motifs existed for several hundred years before homestuck. I want to make sure that you know this because it’s very important to me that you know this.
me reading alice in wonderland: sick homestuck reference bro
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